i'm stupid.
i'm brainless.
i'm retarted.
i'm crazy.
i'm mad
i'm useless.
i'm careless.
i'm unlucky.



there's more than those. you might say it's one of those days i'm depressed. yes i am. i am very very depressed. so what? no one cares.

i've flunked or will flunk almost all of my subjects. you say. it's okay. next time would be better, yes i know. but it's not the next time that matters. it's this time. i've studied. i've been attentive during lessons. i've copied whatever i need to. and WHY THE HELL do i still get those types of marks. it's not fair. NOT FAIR AT ALL! i've tried. i really did. i even studied. but why why why is it that i get those marks. i hate it! I HATE IT. it's like those who sleep in class. dont listen. dont copy are like getting MUCH better. they can still pass. i hate this. and now when my parents see my results. what will they say? as usual. well no matter what i get. i will never please them. forget it. i feel like screaming. but i gotta keep it all in me.

it's one of those days when:
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.

no one really cares.
i might be suffering from depression.

deceptions.

12:19 AM